lemur_bandit (lemur_bandit) wrote,

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I'm basiclly over it...i quit. I cant stand being jealous constantly over someone that doesnt even belong to me or doesnt even have mutual feelings towards me. I feel like im giving and giving and giving...and im just here waiting...and its just nothing! If it is something, its never something good. It's either "Well i need to talk to you cuz im going out with so and so" and it hurts me sooo fucking bad to the point where i wanna break down and die. I'm so blind and oblivious to everything..and i guess thats where he took advantage of my weakness. I totally disregarded reality and logic and fucking fell in love with this fairy tail ending and believed everything i wish would happen. It's not love...i dont think it ever was...just lonesome people starving for attention
I guess this is the end
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